Thursday, September 21, 2006
What's your dream?
Mine is being able to sing with the best female singers in a Rome like open air stage!
To sing with Avalon,Mariah ahah,Christy Nockels,Tina Arena,Sarah Mclachlan,Diana Krall,Corrinne May, etc and play with the best bands!!!!
Way cool.
Ok laugh all you want but thats what i wanna do sing!
It's tough listening to God's voice or doing what he wants.
TO give up all you ever wanted, or even pretty much deserve, to Him.
High paying job, nice clothes, latest techie stuff,high class food,climbing the corporate ladder,winning recognition etc.
Bye bye no more.
Learnt how much i want to be special and i just don't get that nothing i ever need to do makes me any less or more special in God's eyes
that i don't have to prove anything,don;t have to do anything.
Don't have to do anything special to be special in God's eyes.
Learnt how my parent's passivity and being picky has affected my life, how i've turned out and behave.
The need to be in control and to be right all the time.
Not just merely voicing my views but needing to be heard and right.
When will i run free on huge expense of green lucious soft grass with bright yellow daisies and purple lavender with the cool breeze in my hair?
Dreamswill they just be dreams?
will they every be fulfilled?
will they be build sandcastles in the air?
will they be bottled up?
will they be lost by the things of this world?
will they be ensnared by reality and paying the bills?
will they be lost by all the countless questions?
Or just be left to the dream weaver to weave and carve out like a potter molding the clay of dreams eventually creating such a perfect and unique creation that God himself will smile :)
For His ways are higher than our ways!
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josh out
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