Thursday, September 21, 2006
Naive
Naive is a song by Chris Rice
Has a nice spacey,loungy tune to it.
How long until You defend Your name and set the record right?
How far will you allow the human race to run and hide? Yeah.
And how much can You tolerate our weaknesses Before You step into our sky blue and say "that's quite enough"
Am I naive to want a remedy for every bitter heart? C
an I believe You hold an exclamation point for every question mark? Yeah.
And can I leave the timing of this universe to bigger hands?
And may I be so bold to ask You to please hurry?
I hear that a God who's good would never let the evil run so long
But I say it's because You're good You're giving us more time '
Cause I believe that You love to show us mercy
But when will You step into our sky blue and say "that's quite enough, and your time is up" Yeah. Am I naive? Can I believe? And can I leave in bigger hands?
And may I be so bold to ask You, to ask You, to ask You How long?
Nvr really understood life.
Fighting with the need for someone to take notice of me that i'm not just a pathetic existance in this cruel and crazy world.
Want the whole world to read and care about me but yet all i really want is for the love of 1 soul mate.
Take for granted things loved ones do for me.When it's gone you know..............Too late.
As in the show Jerry Maguire, You complete me.Fairy tales exist?
Don't they..................
AM I Naive?
Don't understand how so many things work.
Don't understand why change is so hard, or even how to begin.
How many times must i learn the same lesson, i may not be old but there are some things that i think that i've been through 1 too many times.
Someone dubbed me an introspective perfectionist, perfect set up for depression.
Its a miracle i'm not.S
et too high expectations for myself for others.
A silent God,a picture of a perfect stillness,not a passive one but a passionate calmness.
Not of nothingness but of fullness in stillness.
That's my God.The unfanthomable Holy One.
Mock me not Lord.
I see things i wanna help or change but i dunno how, i do my best or is it enough?
I want to hear you or have i chosen not to?
Then why why do i feel so much?
How do i be the man God wants me to be?
Like him soft yet firm,unwavering values.
My boys in school once said of me he's kind,soft plays with the weaker ones yet he's firm,strong.Haha really?
Feel so weak and broken stripped away of everything yet my pathetic soul clings on to the 1 thing that's mine,my will.
For what i wonder?
Wait they all say.WaitWAIT..............Why am i writing?
Maybe cause i don't know what else to do.
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josh out
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