Wednesday, January 03, 2007
My friends stress me say why i never write for so long....
Ok here is my thoughts of the old year!
I find peace in knowing Him and helping others know Him. When you are able to understand God, you will understand your purpose in this world. You will also find joy.
It has been a long year as i look back, don't even recognize myself as i look back at the things i've done, the mistakes, the heartaches, the confusion, and the walking away from God.
But i've grown through very painful times, i've grown to treasure God more, grown to understand the scariness of the hardening of the heart and walking away from Him.
I've grown in recognizing signs easier.
I've shrunk in confidence in the way i relate to people but God is slowly putting that back.
This year has been a strange year of seeing success without my doing, in seeing my ability to run programs, excel and lead and knowing that i had little to do with it.
Hmm have you grown?
Going forward 3 words i wanna claim, focus, obedience and blessings.
I need focus in the things i do, not to get burnt out but to excel in it and be passionate about the work i'm doing and the ministry i serve in.
Obedience in doing God's will and His voice even at times when He doesn't show what's ahead or why. But to obey in quietness and trust.
Blessings in the work and the ministry i serve in. That i would see the fruits of my labor, that i would see God in the places that God has placed me in.
Haha on a lighter note:
Things i want to accomplish
1. Driving License
2. Love God more
3. Do a biathlon maybe a tri too ahha
4. Do 1/2 marathon again and faster!
5. Hmm it would be real nice if God thinks i'm ready ahah to meet a princess! Who thinks i'm a prince ahah!
I tried so hard, i got so far. But in the end it doesn't even matter,
I had to fall, to lose it all But in the end it doesn't even matter.
There's only 1 thing you should know.
To put our trust in Him.
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josh out
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