Thursday, March 08, 2007
Demented and crushed
With broken wings i'm falling
What does a counsellor do when he needs to be counselled?
What to do when i can't see the light beyond my circumstances?
Like so stuck in the thick of the forest.
When i become one of my client's so overwhelmed by the situations and unable to see the light.
1001 reasons why i don't like the ministries i serve in.
At work i counsel people, show them alternatives,shine a little hope into their circumstances.
At church i encourage people to meet God,to be close to Him,to put their trust and hope in the everlasting God.
Some days i just feel like such a hypocrite.
Talk about love and all.
Yet i expect so much.
Check these 2 guys out.
Met some guy today, dunno to call him a friend or what.
Some guy i met in army.
Dunno why he keeps so close contact with me, always asking me out for the last 10 years.
Send me new year and birthday cards ahah which are about the same time anyway.
Yah but anyway every 1/2 a year meet him.
Last few times i've cancelled on him.
Each time i go out with him,i allow myself to be counselled by him.
Maybe everytime i meet him i'm down and i just d/l.
But he's a pretty wise guy, always a little more enlightened by him, though he's not a christian,not in any helping service,he's a business man,not married,the list goes on.
His generosity always amazes me,he accomodates to me,takes my curtness,sianess, and my despondent mood, drives me home,etc.
He's not gay, and neither am i, though i watch the 7pm show on channel U....
Ha it rhymes.
Gosh,a little cuckoo,losing it man ahah.
YEAH thankies for the googles bro!! In case you don't know these things means so so very much to me.
When people do such practical and lovely things that show they care!
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josh out
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