Sunday, April 29, 2007
Have you ever felt like life is a dream
Like the matrix
Sometimes it seems so real
Like the song by Goo Goo Dolls
Life feels like the movies
And you gotta bleed to know you're alive
Yet sometimes everything is so surreal
Sleep is a form of running away
Running away from the reality called life
That you gotta face
That you gotta shut up and live it up
You do your miracle question thingy
Who's that man in the mirror
You think so you are it is said
What's reality
Can we take reality the harshness of life and it's transcendent beauty
To be or not to be
Contemplative again i see
Writing stuff that means nothing
Thinking too much
A little contentment
A little patience
A little self-control goes a long way
Hate being stuck in the middle
Going bad all the way i can't do
Too many people i gotta answer too
Can't face the consequences and disappointments
Being good all the way doesn't seem to happen
Nothing changes
No patience no self control
Worrying is like a rocking horse; it keeps you going, but it gets you no where
I like that
Appearing different to different people
Having to talk to others the way that would make them comfortable
Ask about their jobs, their past times
Not their lives, not how they feel
Not who they are
Being human is hard
Where a simple haha wipes away people's question and suspicion that you are
Either psycho or demented or sick or suicidal
haha is a euphemism for nothing no more
Suck it up and live with it
Don't know how to talk to people anymore
Meaningless conversations
It's just me
Don't know how to be me
Well done
But can't deny it
Life is beautiful
I make it terrible
Worst thing is when you wake it's still the same
Ha think i'm making people uncomfortable
With my ranting
Ok it's done
Worship leading tommorrow
Love the song "It's well with my soul"
That speaks everything
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josh out
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