*a dreamer's paradise*

*the poetic dreamer *

- DO NOT DISTURB -
DREAMING IN PROCESS

The sun rays kisses my skin a gentle

The cool breeze swirls my thoughts a tender

I'm not sleeply yet I think I am

For I'm whizz away to paradise dreamland

*the dreamer *

# Joshua Tan
# 28 years old

*loves *

# chocolate
# Food
# playing music

# going out with princess

# sports any kind

*mood *

you can get your mood at www.unkymoods.com

*wishlist *

:: watch heroes 3 ::
:: watch Lost 5::
:: meet God::
:: more musically talented ::
:: be a good man ::

Friday, July 27, 2007

Haha i'm at it again....
Will try my best not to be whinny and depressive k?
Whatever....
Haha must get into the emo mood
Can't be depressive anymore
The process of growing up i guess
Life is not easy hor....
It's irritating at times
Moved past not getting what i want but still have to deal with the aftermath and living
Was talking to a friend who was complaining about she wanted to kill her friend whom she went with for counselling.
Her friend was depressive,arrogant,over analyze stuff, over sensitive and over intellectual.
And i said hmm sounds alot like me ahha.
Hmm and she brought to my mind that i've taken steps to grow.
Thank God guess i won't turn mad or schizo.
Now i try to smile though it's bleeding inside.
No need to get the whole world affected as some people say.
Ha in the process of losing the attitude,though i secretly liked it... Orh well haha
Stop being childish i guess.
Haha bet there are a million and 1 1,000,000,001 people saying, orh he finally noticed.
Well good for you then.
Not very good at it yet,will get better.
Cried a bit at church today that helped.
No use crying over split milk?
But you don't cry when is spilt then you cry before you spill it for what?
Haha silly ramblings.

Love the lyrics of this song Amazing grace by Chris Tomlin

My chains are gone, I've been set free
My God my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood his mercy reigns
Unending love, amazing grace

I've been set free, i guess that's what keeps me going.
Reminding myself to not be stifled by fear,let go and bravely step into new frontiers.

Went on course the other day loved the attitude of the CEO of AH. Man that guy is cool man.
He has vision that is pure and he believes in it and he pursues it regardless of whether people like it or not.
Hard to walk the talk and get everyone to walk the talk.
Relentless believe.
A man who believes it takes vision to change things and gets everyone else to believe in themselves to change things too.
Nice. No frills no thrills just the heart and soul.

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josh out
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