Tuesday, September 11, 2007
More and more I'm being strengthened to believe in myself.
Guess its the sudden overflow of encouragement and affirmation that I've been hearing these last few weeks.
Ahah thanxs to a wonderful someone :)
No prizes for correct guesses.
Anyway ahha Don't tease me, I'm just applying what is part of the stress management that i do with Sal and Alan, to be thankful and grateful everyday!
It takes alot to believe in how special I'm, the words of Violet from The Incredibles always strike my mind:"If everyone is special and unique then how can anyone be special?"
More and more God tells me to let go, not to worry about my glory, about being so unique, so special, so great, etc
But that it's really only about Him, His glory and He shares with me to participate in His work and glory.
That if i let go of worrying about who gets the glory, I'll be alot happier and free to become that special person God has called me to be.
A weird paradox, that by letting go of being special, and will know that I'm all along as the bible says, the apple of His eye.
That i don't have to strive for attention, to get it. The more i push for it the further it runs.
Haha it's tough being the foolish ones that God uses to confound the wise.
But it's great living for a greater purpose than mine, to know that there's something bigger than me, and there's something eternally good and perfect!
Together with Corrinne May's song, 5 loaves and 2 fishes, take my inhibitions, my fears, and use it all, whatever i have it can be something great in your Hands!
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josh out
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